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It finally happened

He finally broke up with me. I'm taking it starngely well. No cutting, no vomiting. Although I am thrilled that I can not eat or eat the way I want without anyone else in the picture. And my room has been or fitness room. Yes, I still live here. We are trying the roommate thing. More for me. I have never been on my own and this is kinda a warm up. His reasons are logical (yes, I saw star trek). He needs to better himself if there will ever be a chance for us. For now, just friends. But I now I have to figure out how to make it with benefits. I don't want him to think that it will be because I am holding on, I just don't care for other men. It will take time of course to seperate the love form the sex so I must wait. I just worry he might be hurt whne he sees how easily I can seperate myself from it. Maybe it's just because men aren't quite my thing. I'm very exicted to explore this side of myself. I've ignored it for so long. I just wish I knew how to talk to girls. I figure once I fully come out, it will be easier. Once I openly identify as a lesbian, they might find me. Now I just need a job.....

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